home work home work, go away!!!!!!!

helppppppp my teachers are drowning me in homework!!!!!!!!
this is crazy im getting 3 hrs of homework a night. once we start rehursels its going to be so hard to keep up. 
i cant wait until tomorrow and youth. i love youth its so good to be with people who love to worship and im really liking our bible study too. walking in his love. i realized how much i dont understand about walking in love, without judgment , with out anger or bitterness. with out talking about someone behind their backs. the more i learn about how God loves us the more i see where im failing at this.  im so thankful for God loving me dispite my failures in life. I cant love the way he does without his help. but hes willing to help me and he is helping me. so one day at a time im learning to love others more and more.  for this im thankful!

This day is like totally the best!

Today was the best day eva!!!!!!!! I got the part of Rizzo!!!! I couldnt believe it, Me!!!!!! as Rizzo?!?! the drama teacher said to me that he wanted me to have a part that would stretch my acting LOL Toooooooo funny.  so now im playing the slut making fun of nice girls. lolllllllllllll omg this is great, And guess who got the part of danny?!?!
TYLER PAYNE!!!!!!!! I lov it he will do a great job. Congrats Tyler!!! jacob got the part of  
Kininckie and Jess got the part of sandy. its going to be so cool doing this play i cant wait until rehursals 

Dreaming...

In english today the teacher had us write about our dreams so I put it all down on paper and will put it here too as a reminder.
dreams for the next 12 to 24 months
1) to get a part in the school play
2) to be in worship at church
3) to write a song or 2
4) draw a ton of pictures
5) get great grades 
6) to lead some friends to the lord


Dreams for 3 to 5 years
1) lead more friends to the Lord
2) go on a missions trip to haiti
3)go to bible collage
4)worship in the church
5)travel to europe
6) get into juilliard with dance, acting and singing


Dreams for the future near and far
1) marry and have kids 4 of them
2) be a teacher
3) keep on with worship in the church
4) do stage acting
5) fly a plane
6)own and ride horses
7) have a big house with lots of land a pool and hot tub

Friday night worship

Youth was so good last night, we first did worship and I lead, this was my 1st time leading plus my 1st time not being behind the keyboard. it was a really good worship service, the presence of God was there and it was just awesome.

Life is good

Life is so good, God is so good.  i love his love, his mercy, his faithfulness. learning to love like Jesus is a challenge but not impossible, for with God all things are possible.  in the gospels Jesus had mercy, love and compassion on all he saw. even the roman soilder who the jews hated, Jesus healed his servent, he healed the prostitute and he healed the adulteress, he just loved them.  love covers all sin.  Love Out Loud!
tonight is youth i cant wait for it, i love worshipping the lord and raising my hands in praise for him, I love praying for others and seeing their lives change. 

That was so strange

2nd call backs were today and it was kind a strange. it took so long to get them to call me in and then they asked me a bunch of questions and then they had me act cute and sweet, angry and mean and so on and they had me stand 1st with jacob and then with tyler., so so so strange, i have no idea what is going on I guess we will see.

The call backs

Well call backs were today and they were awesome.  they had me read the part of sandy with jacob doing danny and i sang look at me im sandra dee.  they told me that ive made 2nd call backs tomorrow which means I defently have a part!!!!!!!!!!!!!
this is totaly kewl.

Call Backs

OMG OMG OMG they posted the call back list today and im on the list!!!! I go in tomorrow after school. im so excited and im not sure what will happen, im not even sure if this means i get a part or not. omg omg omg!!! i dont think i will have the part of sandy thats the lead and im so new to this school plus there are a few other girls who have been in the plays last year and the year before but idc i got a call back!!! :D",  yep im doing the happy dance and not working on my prodject ;D

My 15 minutes

ok here is my 15 mins on the computer today and im using it for blogging.  today is a sunny warm day :D :D :D school was ok , I had a test in math and im pretty sure i did ok. i have lots of homework so I need to get started on that .

Great weekend

Its been a great weekend, not weather wise but still great.  my friends, emily and carly were over yesterday and we baked some cookies and a cake. they were so good.  today was church and it was fun, I worked in the little kids sunday school teaching the 2 and 3 year olds about daniel in the lions den. we had the some of the kids act like lions one kid was daniel and then a couple were angels they are all so cute.  a new family from church  came over for lunch today, they have a girl who is 13 and 1 who is 11, it was fun getting to know them.  im excited for school this week, we should be be getting the notice for call backs.

the challenge

Last nights youth was great, I mean great!  its going to be a good year yes it is.  we have a challenge right now that we had to sign a contract and get our parents to sign too. we can only be on the internet for 15 minutes a day unless its to do with homework or anything to do with God. and we get only 1 hr of tv a week.  the internet wont be too bad for me right now. i was spending over an hour a day on face book and since thats gone ive spent way less time. with the tv im picking 2 shows that mean the most to me one being big bang theory and the other being glee.  jack is in youth now and when he saw the challenge he was like omg im quitting youth haha too funny.  so my 15 mins on the net will be blogging and checking a few things out, i even have a timer to make sure i dont go past the time.  the other part of our challenge is to spend at least an hr with God a day.  it was broken up into 15 mins reading the bible, 15 mins worshipping and 15 praying and 15 mins being silent so we can hear what he has to say.  our youth pastor said we should try to spend more time than that but he wants us all to start with 1 hr.  Its easy to spend time in worship and reading the bible for me and I do spend at least 15 mins praying.  my problem is I dont get quiet to hear him so this is the area I will be working in shutting up and listening.  Its going to be all good im sure of it.  

Youth

I'm so excited for youth to start tonight!!!!! this year im in senior youth which means we will do different bible studies to the junior youth.  I know we will be doing lots on worship and prayer, it will be so cool.  the youth band will be starting up too on fridays next week so fridays will be so busy, I will have youth band  at 5:30 then youth starts at 7. im thinking it will be awesome.  God is going to do some pretty amazing cool things in youth this year.  last year we did some great things too. but this year there is an excitement . also they want to do more scits to perform in front of the church. our youth pastor said he wants us to put on a scit twice a month I cant wait.  

very tired

Its been non stop busy for me this week and Im tired.  I had a hard time in school today staying awake in class. and tonight I had tons of homework, now im going to bed, goodnight.

Auditons

Auditons were today and I tried out for a lead role and did pretty good I guess. They interviewed me first to see what ive done then they had me read some lines and sing and thats about it. I watched others do their auditon some were good and some were ok, im hoping I get one of the leads but it looks like I will be a leading some of the dance since thats what they kept talking about to me. other than that today was a pretty good day if you can get past the nasty stares of the one girl and her friends who hate me.  im glad to have some good friends at that school who stick close by.

some days can be interesting

so this last few days have been interesting.  A girl in my school seems to have it out for me.  she likes tyler and thinks im a threat.  shes been bugging me for a few weeks now but it got pretty bad since last week.  shes gone around trying to get people to hate me and all.  thankfully the people who have met me like me and are not paying too much attention but Ive already lost a friend or 2 over this.  I have been hurt from this but im thankful for the friends who have stayed close to me and backed me.  thank you tyler, carly, matt, alisha, jordan, and sarah.  sad part is this girl lives pretty close to me and we use to play together a few years ago so yeah...  anyway I was able to stand up to her today plus pray for her so we will see what tomorrow will bring.

In class

hahaha im in class right now showing my friend alisha my blog so im going to blog just for her.  we are being lazy and the teacher thinks we are looking up something. its just a silly assignment that only took me 15 mins to do now we are bored and he thinks we are still researching.  alisha needs to stop laughing or we will be caught.  its another beautiful hot day out there and im hoping to go for a swim after school.  school is boring so boring so so so boring.  but soon it will be fun when the play gets started.  alisha needs to audition for the play too.
time to get some more work done.
cheerio

sunny sunday

it wuz a beautiful sunny sunday and it wuz so hot. we had a great church service it wuz the kick off to the new year and we 1st had the sunday school kids come up and they sang a song then the junior youth came up and some talked about youth and then the senoir youth came up which im in this year and some of us talked about it. after church was a bbq and corn roast it was so good and wuz so much fun hanging with my friends, we all were given water guns and had a huge water fight. 

Grease!

Ok so today wuz so good. A group of us went to the lake for a few hours to swim and hang out so fun. tonight Tyler came over and we watched grease! ive seen it before and i like it. it was tylers 1st time seeing it and he made me laugh.  he was sitting there with this look of horror and disgust.  he shook his head a few times saying he doesnt know about this.  lol
I reassured him that the play will be much funner. i cant wait for the auditions next week XD

Drama

Todays blog title is drama!!!! not the drama class where we act and have lots of fun but im talking of the daily drama in school.  this is big school and there is lots of drama.  Ive seen girls crying over thier bfs cheating on them or dumping them or just being stupid. ive seen guys getting all angry and tuff about things. its so funny watching and listening to all of this.  a guy and girl date for 2 weeks then break up. a month later the guy dates the girls friend and the 1 st girl freaks out and has a big fit in the middle of the school over it.  shes calling this girl all kind of names and stuff.  what i find interesting is the guy doesnt get the blame at all.  very interesting.  with all the drama at school I think there should be awards at the end of the year for the best drama queen and stuff. 

4 Crying out loud :'O

OMG! High school is awful.  im having a hard time finding my way around and today i got lost i couldnt find my ss class. I was freaking out and almost crying.  this grade 12 girl finally came up to me and ask if i wuz lost and showed me to my class. there are so many kids in this school and the halls are super crowed and you cant find anybody. i did get to hang out with my friends at lunch that wuz 1 good thing about today.  i have tons of homework already. its a hot day and i want to go swiming too. I think im gonna sit here and cry lol

High school, who knew it could be so scary

Ok so like I have been in highschool for 2 days now and its so scary.  first of all its a big school and i have to find all my classes plus understanding the schedule.  I know a few peeps there and im already kinda making new friends.  tylers been good he gave me a tour yesterday and showed me my classes.  i have drama, choir, and the reg stuff lol. i love my drama teacher hes pretty cool.  the best thing is there will be a school play , we are doing grease.  I will audition next week for a part plus i want to help with choreography.   ive done a few plays in the past, ive been given main roles before so im hoping to get one this year, but being this is my 1st year at the school idk.  tyler is auditioning too im pretty sure he will get a good part.  we are going to watch the movie at my house this weekend.   

schools tomorrow :O

OH MY!! SCHOOL starts tomorrow!! :O :O
i check with my friends and im in a couple of friends classes. ive only been in the school once and that was to the theater to watch the play last spring. its a big school too............scaryyyyyyyyyyy.
ok the bible says i have not been given a spirit of fear but a spirit of love, power and a sound mind.so I say in the name of JESUS fear be gone!!!!!!
ok I feel better......somewhat.
I've got all my school supplies ready and packed in my nap sack. Im ready, ready ready for tomorrow and the next day.
God is good, this will be an amazing year.

Deliciously Amazing!!!

Today was so fun, really fun.  It wuz deliciously amazing.  Tyler came over this morning and we were in the basement hanging out and playing some music and I said im so hot.  Tyler said yes you are ...I mean yes it is :) Lov it!  he said we should run threw sprinklers did you ever do that as a kid???  I said hey we have a slip and slide lets set it up.  Tyler went home for lunch and to get his swim shorts and later he came back over with his brother and sister.  we had such good time slding, my brother and his friends were there and a couple of other friends showed up later.  my dad decided that who ever wants to stay for dinner can since he was bbqing hamburers and hotdogs. Ty's mum even came over for dinner.  Me and Tyler were sitting eating hamburgers and he said to me these hamburgers and deliciously amazing!! it was so funny and then we were saying things were deliciously amazing.  He said to me your deliciously amazing.  my dad looked over at tyer and tyler said quietly to me i think your dad think I think hes deliciously amazing. LOL it was so funny.  Maybe not for you who were not there but it was for us all of us.  I cant wait for church tomorrow I know it will be deliciosly amazing
Cherrio

School starts in 4 days! Oh my

So im dealing with the fact that school starts in 4 days( oh my!!! Im not ready for this!!)
starting at a new school is really scary , im glad kendra will be transferring with me and i know a few peeps there but im still scared.  at least on the 1st day tyler and matt and a few others are all going to school together with me.  tyler said he will hold my hand if im scared haha so cute.  im hoping to audition for the play but no one knows if there will be a play this year because of the teacher strike :(  I got all of the classes i wanted and im excited for gymnastics this fall and for youth!  next month our youth will be going to the corn maze yahhhhhh

Blogging blogging bloggin

here i am blogging blogging blogging because i cant update my status.  its a few days left of summer and the weather is horrible.  we did not go to the lake today because it rained here. Im right fed up with this weather.  I wuz at Marissa's house last night, we stayed up late watching sum horror movies and talking and stuff.    It wuz pritty fun.  shes my fantastic sexy friend and I love her lots.  we slept in until 11 am and im stil tired. when my dad comes home we are going out for dinner!!! so stoked!